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21!

SO I turn 21.

Several implications:

1. the law stipulates that I have made the shift from being a dependent minor to an independent actor, capable of making my own decisions reasonably and rationally. False.

2. that my turning 21 indicates that since I have inhabited this earth for 21 years, I have a slight inkling of 'know-how'. Also false.

3. that I must start to grow up. Truth.

I guess this is more like a pledge to myself to reassess my goals and figure out my career path. So far, I am still confused in regards to commitment, plans and strategies to achieve success.

On a more mundane level, I am still looking fervently for a job and still playing basketball.

 The coming year is going to be a pivotal point in my life, I can sense it.

Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes!

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